The Eye of The Storm Family Matters by Ashford - September 15, 201527 Many of you have been asking for an update on the hubs. I don't want to make this a regular thing on B&C but I do want to keep everyone updated who is interested. I have (with the help of a friend) created a "Family Matters" tab at the top of the site for family updates. I will try to keep it current while not being in your face all the time with all things cancer. Nobody wants to read that....not even me. In fact, I don't even like to write about it. But that being said it's important for our family and friends who are far away to keep up with us. And I simply cannot continue to have
The Whole Truth Crazy by Ashford - August 18, 2015August 18, 201519 I don’t want to write this. I’ve been avoiding writing this. Mostly that’s because I can’t sit with one thought or one emotion long enough to form a coherent thought. The only consistency in my life right now is the fight in me. I’m fighting for his life. For our life. And I’m sorry for those of you who have been caught in the crossfire. You see when fighting this hard everything looks like a potential threat. Yes, even you. My mind is wild and the adrenalin never stops pumping. Hours after my normal bedtime I lie awake and I can feel it coursing through my veins. I am in a constant state of “flight or fight”. I am hyper-attuned to
