So I’ve had this thing on my to do list for awhile now. You know the thing that you keep putting off and you transfer it from list to list because it’s the one thing that never gets done? Well at some point I have to sit down and wonder why am I avoiding this seemingly innocuous  task? What is it that keeps me from accomplishing this? For me it is writing a letter explaining to people why I have chosen to go on a mission trip to Rwanda and asking for their donations. I think the biggest part is that maybe I’m not sure myself why I’m going. It’s hard to explain that one day I just knew that God wanted